Stir, field works from the Distant Voices project (2020)
Phil Crockett Thomas
Stir (2020) is a collection of poems and a short essay that were written while I was the research associate on the Distant Voices project (2017-2021). These poems came out of my experience of doing ethnographic research in carceral spaces, a process that focuses on spending time with people, listening, observing and writing notes. They are written from the perspective of an outsider with a pass that allowed access for a limited time only, and who was deeply moved by the people she met on the inside. Most of the poems were first shared as a weekly mailout in the summer of 2020 during the early days of the Covid-19 pandemic ‘lockdown’. A journal article based on the essay in the collection was published in Crime, Media, Culture (2020). It is free to read here.
The poem below reflects on food, ageing, home, and hospitality. We always brought food in to share for workshops, which often meant walking around supermarkets when they had just opened. On this occasion I had sleepily grabbed a bag of onions thinking that they were apples. The man that inspired this poem is often on my mind.
Bower Bird, 1
He’s the sort
to grab a rock
and smash a window just
to get sent back in.
I put the bag down on the table
crossed onions with rhyming dictionaries:
Thankfully no one ate my error.
The next day he brought us apples
like bloody pointed teeth.
He said that they hurt his
disguised a gift as a warning.
Cigarette in his left bow-fingers
the pair on his right pulse
the button in his throat
as he names each bird
nesting under the lid of the hall.
He goes on.
Sees gulls out loud
as if I had never
I let him teach because.
Words fleshed out
by a soft machine. His fix visible
a cyborg no older than my dad
(because my dad)
takes my hand
and presses into it a bit of gravel
rasps “this stone is special
but no one’s even noticed it!”
We write a song about his television
sound furnishes the nest.
Head cocked, ecstatic
he weathers floods and famine
gleaning things to care for
from the thatch of a world
that has nowhere else to put him.
The poetry pamphlet is free to download, share, and copy for noncommercial purposes with an open access licence (CC BY-NC 3.0)
Text: Phil Crockett Thomas
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